Rose Petal Pink

As you will know from my recent Facebook lives, I have been making myself do things differently, making myself stretch out of my comfort zone with breathing exercises, cold showers, doing the uncomfortable things I've been procrastinating on — even if it's just something that's been circulating in the laundry basket because it needs extra attention. I've made a practice for myself where as soon as I even half think, "I won't do that now', I make myself do it. So I've been getting ready to step out of the box.

I've also been creating space to really make the time to go within and connect on a deeper level. Not just in an 'allocate 10 or 20 minutes' sort of way, but more so that it becomes how I operate. I have been tuning in and feeling into when the cells of my body feel open and when they feel contracted. Going into my heart space and feeling the difference between what I hear and see there, compared to what I think and see from my mind. I have been listening and feeling. And so many of the things I have done and have been doing in my life make my cells contract.

It is an amazing journey of patience and trust. I feel like I am turning myself inside out. It is stretching and challenging, that is for sure. But it is also magical and as I open myself to the enchantment, more magic unfolds, more gratitude, more acceptance, more being and more compassion. It is amazingly telling when it comes to doing things we 'think' we should be doing, or that we 'think' is what we want to do etc.

I look around and see so much outward looking and doing in our world. So much seeking and trying to put in a box with a label and a price tag. So much following 'tried and trusted paths' — the hangover from all that has been. But I am also starting to sense and perceive the glimmer of new ways, as I release and let go.

So many of us have been trying at different times to work out our life purpose, and usually we get caught up in thinking this has to be something to do with career and $$$s  However, it is really about the beautiful essence of who we are, the light we are here to express, whether we choose to associate that with career and income or not. It may not even be tangible according to the paradigms of the ways we are currently breaking free from (i.e. how we have been brought up to think). No wonder it can seem hard to work out what our purpose is and who we are when we are trying to figure it out with our mind alone!

I was blown away when in a meditation the other day I went down deep within the darkness of the well within me and opened up what was like a trap door into an even deeper dungeon and out flowed the most beautiful rose petal pink dragon-shaped energy. My heart ached and tears flowed as it swirled up with its delicate golden veins to greet me.

I reconnected with this lost part of myself that had been stuffed down and hidden away. At last it had been let out of the box. Every cell of my body opened up vibrantly and receptively and the most amazing feeling washed though me. It was magically indefinable, but it was me, felt totally on purpose and I felt complete. It was magical and has been like a key turning to open the door to more magic.

​I am sharing simply to encourage you too to do things differently, to get out of the paradigms and ways of thinking of the old structures, so we can be part of the cocreation of the new ways where we can all be the ultimate expression of our true divinity. If that means we are a puff of rose petal pink dragon energy, so be it!

Softly gentle
Rose petal pink
Swaying with love
Totally in sync
Rising on up 
Like a sacred shower 
With golden threads
And dragon-like power
Revealing yourself
From the depths of my soul
A long lost gift
That makes me whole.