Own Your Sovereignty

I am now getting back to the unfolding of the messages I have received in my journey. As I have already mentioned, following Kingfisher's messages I was shown many memories particularly from my childhood. These memories would pop up like popcorn — when driving, walking or in meditation. Always accompanied by many ahas. Today I have been prompted to share one message I received along with the unearthing of my memories.

When in meditation one day I got a cascade of glimpses of all sorts of memories from my childhood. Things I had not thought about before — clothes I wore, getting told off, having fun, getting gold stars at school, everything and anything. I also saw the crown of a Queen. It was like a cleansing process. I felt emotional, but finally expanded and at peace. My higher self guide, the Kingfisher relayed a message.

I have been reluctant to share this massage. firstly because it seems so directed to me personally and my experiences. However, maybe it will trigger something for you?

I also stalled because I am referred to as the queen who has great things awaiting me and I felt too humbled and shy to wear this crown. To share would seem like me 'blowing my own trumpet" in a way I felt neither used to nor entitled to do.  However, I now realise that we all have our own sovereignty that we simply need to recognise and own. We are all born to be the Kings and Queens of our own Kingdoms and Queendoms. The lightbulb is finally on! We are totally entitled.

So here is Kingfisher's message:

“Sweet child as you process your past, all is being cleansed and released. You are seeing things through new eyes and with such clarity. In every moment you are able to embrace and encourage your beautiful inner child, the younger you that got so caught up and confused with everything she experienced. 

She thought she was ordinary, wrong, that she “couldn’t”, that she “shouldn’t”, she thought she had to follow certain grooves to be worthy. But she is now free. Her new mantra is “I can”, she has been crowned as queen. 

She may have grown up in an emotionless atmosphere where she had to be “sensible” but she is the queen. This has just been brought to your attention. You felt suffocated and unworthy, but deep inside you knew you were queen and that you had great things awaiting you. You felt unhappy at times and needed to escape, but you took your chains with you. 

Yet as you go back through your life, you will see how much colour and beauty there has none the less been. Do not regret. Praise yourself for what you have achieved in spite of your self-imposed restrictions. Know you can soar yet still. Know you still have great things awaiting and it is not too late to do whatever you are destined to do and be.

You have seen how you have grown up in a world where doing was seen to be of value. But you were a child of being, of experiencing. You loved to be. You loved to commune with nature and the Creator. See where you got your gold stars, it was when you communed with nature, when you expressed nature, you were crowned the queen you truly are. 

See how your grandparents were at one with nature. This was their teaching for you. Not the austerity, not the shame. They loved the birds, the flowers, the using nature’s bounty to feed themselves, the simplicity of life. That was beautiful. Making wine from the fruits of the Earth. And see how you danced in front of the mirror, admiring your own beauty when no one was looking.

You were in the garden at your Nan’s house, in front of the pink roses. You saw the colours of the dresses you cherished. The yellow trouser suit that you wore to a birthday party. The pink shoes that you cherished that you wore to the Albert Hall. There was beauty of colour amidst the ordinariness and part of your journey is to recognise this and to admire the simplicity of these moments, for these are gold. These are true treasures.

As you are cleansed and your soul shines more and more brightly so will the vibration of the planet and the love and harmony in the universes expand and uplift. You are intertwined with the outer manifestations of the worlds you perceive. They are there as they are because you perceive them so, and when your perception is polished and changed, so does the world you perceive around you change.”
​© Snowdrop 2021

Not the image I saw in my meditation, but I found this picture of me and my brother in front of the roses at Nan's house.