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It's been a while. I have been on a journey of unfolding. Turning myself inside out. Being in audience with myself. Receptive. Open. Greeting and dancing with my inner child. Rattled at times; awaiting the calm. Navigating back to centre amidst the uncertainty and chaos in the world. I have met with my reward — a beautiful, warm feeling of contentment and expansiveness. I am ready to return. For others who feel the call to retreat and be, I was guided to simplify and be with myself and my own counsel. I am prompted to share a message I received from a guide who presented in golden robes to whisper in my ear about intention and simplicity: “Intention is the most important thing. There are a lot of things being taught about particular ways of healing, of praying, of meditating… The most important thing is to just sit with your heart open and to intend. It is actually very, very, very, very, simple. It’s as if you want things to be more complicated. But you don’t need any gadgets. You don’t need any formulas. You don’t need anything. There is no right or wrong. There are many ways. But those many ways are simply working with the duality, the chatter, the busy-ness, the doing-ness… Just untangle yourself from those aspects of the physical world so you can sit and be. It is very simple. Easier said than done though.” © Snowdrop 2022 Picture from Shutterstock 
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Often when I am doing an activation, I am joined by ancestral elders from ancient tribes. They joined me for some of my 11/11 to 21/12 activations at the end of last year (2021). The ancestors first started to try to get my attention back in 2018, but it took me a while to realise they wanted us to work together. Now of course I avail myself so they can work through me and with me. Curious I looked back through my notes and found a powerful connection back in June 2018. I share this with you today because it brought me a strong feeling of support and hope. It is also a reminder of our connection to nature and the importance of remembering to connect to the Earth. I am trusting that you too will find power and guidance in the message I received. As I sank deep into meditation I saw and felt the purification of beings of the indigo flame. I felt my body as a community rather than as an individual, with all the bacteria and cells lighting up. I had various flashes of images e.g. walking across a road in Australia towards eucalyptus trees, that seemed unrelated. Then I saw a cheetah prowling. African tribesmen appeared wearing bones, teeth and leopard-skins, beating drums and dancing on the bare Earth. Next I saw yellow light coming down from a mountain that was filling our solar plexus area. My solar plexus area felt warm and peaceful. Then an Aboriginal elder came up close and was talking to me. I’m not sure what he was saying, but it was something about the Dreamtime becoming active. We were anointed with paint on our faces and I could feel the vibration of the sticks and the drumming. One of the elders wanted to communicate: “It is a time of transition. There has been a yearning since before the beginning of time and the yearning is coming to fruition. Beat the drum of the Earth. Dance the steps of the Earth. Honour the unity of all that exists and all that does not exist. The groundwork is being laid and the connections are being made, for it is time. You saw the unity of everything. You are not an individual, you are a collective whole. A community resides in the form of your bodily self. Today all beings were activated and you shone brightly as a collective whole that you identify as yourself. This activation awoke the feline totem in the form of the cheetah. The stealth of the Earth, the speed and the beauty. It is time to run with all that you know and don’t know, and speedily. But do not lose touch with the Earth. Streamline everything and pay attention to detail. The beauty is in the being. The earthly ancestors with a deep and ancient connection to the Earth are performing ceremonies of dance, drumming and sticks. The Dreamtime is awakening. Become aware of what comes to you in your dreams in the day and night. The ancient ancestors are communicating with you, for they are working to create the foundation, preparing the Earth, and resonating with the vibration of the ancient yearning. Yellow light is swirling down from the mountains, activating your solar plexus, your core strength and your will. An initiation has taken place, to strengthen your core. The beings of the indigo flame are active, purifying; purifying, yourselves and everything. A magnificent space is being created of great power, infused with yellow light. The cheetah prowls and the tribal elders are gathering. Dance with your feet on the Earth and beat your sticks. Join the vibration of transition. Do everything you can to connect to the energy of the transition, of the foundation. Wear earthy colours, browns and yellows, animal prints, tiger’s eye. There is a primal energy moving across the Earth and out from the centre of the Earth, and the energy needs to be worked with as it gains momentum. You saw the tribal elders gathering, ancient chiefs from the Aboriginal peoples and African tribes. Feel the resonance in your heart. This is the beat of their drums and sticks and the vibration of their feet on the Earth as they dance, walk and chant. You have been anointed and you are to unite with them in the energy of transition. Send this energy out, out to the heavens and beyond. It is a gift from the Earth’s core. The cheetah is prowling, light and joyous with the vibration of the celebrations. A regal creature of stealth and prowess, a symbol of the wild being tamed. An offering of strength and focus, of power and opulence.” Let's gather the power of Cheetah in our solar plexus, connect to the Earth, be alert for the wisdom of the ancestors and stand strong in our navigation of these turbulent times. © Snowdrop 2022 thanks to pixabay for photo  Wow, I can't believe how much time has slipped though my fingers since I last posted here! I haven't been totally neglectful, however. I did complete my 40 day 11/11 to 21/12 activation series and set up a YouTube Channel — Snowdrop Soul Detective — where I have posted the videos of the activations. Please check these out, as they are powerful and usually only 20 minutes long and rarely more than 30 minutes. Click here to view: Snowdrop Soul Detective And then of course it was Christmas and New Year! HAPPY NEW YEAR! Here's to a beautiful 2022, trusting that the universe is unfolding to support our growth as we blossom into our own authenticity and truth — without expectation! Continuing the messages I am relaying from my journey over the past few years, I came across a beautifully simple message I received under Kauri that seems so apt and perfect for the next steps of navigating 2022. One day I had been pushing myself to follow instructions from my higher self and guides. I did writing, delved into my childhood and endeavoured to unearth things using a prompt I had found — “What story do you repeatedly tell about yourself that is not true”. I wrote and wrote about all sorts of memories and things. Then I went for a barefoot walk across our property and sat under a kauri tree. When I sat under the kauri, it was like I was zoomed back through the aeons, back in time to timelessness, back through space to spacelessness, to all that is. Dear old Kauri, such medicine for the soul — my mind immediately quietened and expanded out into the infinite peace of all that is, no need for techniques or mantra’s. Thank you Kauri! I looked up into the branches of the kauri and there was a tiny little spider struggling across its thin line of ‘web silk’, caught in “no mans land” between two branches. Yet I had the perspective of seeing the bigger picture, where it had been and where it was going, knowing that it would persist and make it across, even though it felt in a void at that moment. The tiny spider continued on with trust and understanding that its path would be completed even though it didn’t have my external perspective. A lightbulb went on for me. I looked away to ponder and when I looked back the spider had disappeared. It was like once I had received its message it was gone. My thoughts returned to my childhood. I became aware that it is not so much what was done or said to me when I was a child, as what was held back. The inadequacy and the holding back of those around me. The inability to be more enlivened role models. The emptiness. I understood and forgave both them and myself. I realised wherein lay one of the stories I told about myself and that the telling was not so much in the voicing but rather in my behaviour and being. I ended up "telling a story" of my own inadequacy by the assumptions I made and how I consequently always held myself back. I offered my heart felt gratitude to the dear old tree, and also apology for how our some of our ancestors treated the kauri, with their wholesale chopping down of such great ancient wisdom. The obliterating of the wise ones of the forests, the ancestor trees that held such pivotal positions in the community of the kauris, all chopped down at their knees. Thank you so much kauri for your wisdom and humble acceptance. For your offerings to me this morning as you hold such sacred space. I closed my eyes and saw a beautiful bright, bright sunrise. I heard: “See how much brighter the light is shining today. The new dawn is coming and you are becoming clearer and clearer and everything is lighter and lighter. We are so proud of you and applaud you for going within, for your recognition and understanding. See how much clearer you feel. Feel how much more expanded and brighter you are and accordingly the world is brighter. See how easy it is when you apply yourself, to follow instructions. What a release it is to write and then find solace in nature and Mother Earth; to free yourself of blockages. How quickly you come to understanding and how free you feel. That is all you need to do, for you are dear and you are gently brave and truly vigilant. As you go within, you come closer to the sacred and the sacred moves closer to you. It is enough. It is enough and it is more than enough. It is all and everything.” I felt at peace and such bliss. It is in this space that encourage you to step into 2022 without expectation. Experiencing, with every cell of your body, your own brilliance — totally accepting, humble and very very grateful. © Snowdrop 2022 Thanks to pixabay for the kauri picture.  One day I sank into the deepest meditation with a brilliant white light blazing throughout my whole being. As I bathed in bliss I heard a simple message: “Expand into the brightest shining of who you are. You are my match and I am your match. We are one and I Am working through you to be the greatest expression of All That Is, so you can be the greatest expression of who you truly are. Let the light pour through you, trusting that you are a light of as great a service as I Am. Go within, expand and unfold.” I awoke knowing the truth and tears flowed down my cheeks. Thank you for All That Is. © Snowdrop 2021 Thanks to shutterstock for photo  One day I was reminded that angelic support is always close at hand when we remember to call upon the angels. I was also reminded I can do simple things to keep my vibration high, like listening to beautiful music. In meditation I was shown light and a couple of beings from the angelic realms, identifying as St Michael and St Germain. The angels said they had come with support for the going within. St Michael with his sword of truth and St Germain, said he brought compassion and discernment. They reminded me to listen to beautiful angelic or classical music to help keep me in tune with a higher vibration They said they had come to help me with self care in terms of looking after myself during the inward journeys and all the work that was to be done. This what they told me: “We bring the vibration of the angelic realm as a reminder to you that you can engage with us whenever you wish to maintain your pure and higher vibration. We are always at hand and willing to come forward whenever we are called upon. We have come forward today because we most closely match the vibrations of what is happening for you right now in your life. St Michael helps cut through the truth of everything you are experiencing and everything you have ever experienced with his sword, to bring your clarity and trust. I bring you discernment, comfort and forgiveness as well as focus and vigilance to keep you moving forward. Our vibration is high and pure and we are so light and easy to communicate with. Call us and we immediately are at your side. We have all the roles you could ever ask for and there is always an angel who can step forward to take you under his wing, to nurture and encourage you. We live close to your heart and it warms our hearts when you live in your heart space and call upon us. We are of service and love to be of help, this is who we are. It is our pleasure and joy to be of service to you and in so doing to be of service to the great Creator whose heart beats with and for us all. This is the pulse of all existence and we offer our selves in service and gratitude of purity and light. Your light is shining more brightly and we have been attracted to your light, instilled with the knowing as we are that you are also of service and are in need of our assistance to maintain your earthly mission.” Then I blissed out into a beautiful connection with All That Is. Have you called on the angels to help you recently? © Snowdrop 2021 Thanks to Shutterstock for the photo  I am being pulled out of my inertia. I am being told that people need to hear the messages I have been given to share. The Earth has been nudging me. I love to retreat but here I am again. I continue: A few days after Red Eagle delivered his message about moving softly and stealthily [which I shared on 6 September 2021], and guided me to keep the Earth in my heart throughout the day, I received a reminder (I need reminding!) In my meditation I saw purple beings giving light and as I reread the words of the message I am sharing, I can feel the purple light flowing through me. It is soothing, cleansing and clarifying. In the mediation itself I was revisted by kingfisher. I also got a very clear image of Tibetan monks in debate. I felt immense peace and connectedness and received the following message: “I am your higher self and I have been activated. I am here to constantly remind you to go within. This going within is to be largely self-directed, although we also point you in the direction of inspiration from external sources. Of course, everything is connected and what you are inspired by outside of yourself is also within. Everything is of the same source. Your lesson is to know that it is all there within you. Just as those external sources had it within them. Everyday I appear as the kingfisher to remind you. Now is time for us to take you deep and more sincerely into your practice. To really set time and make the practice a true part of your life — your first priority. For the monks of Tibet, their quest is a daily practice of rigid structure. We want you to bring this rigid structure to your practice so that you can achieve so much more. We are aware that you are constrained by time. But time is a fluid concept and something for you to master not to let slip through your fingers. Take control and be who you truly are. The light is with you, your guides gather around. Take on the vigilance of the kingfisher, ever watchful, ever poised to act, precise in his decision to dive, trusting and knowing. Omniscient and omnipotent. Do your practices and work through them every day. It is quite simple. Write down what you need to do and tick it off. The enormity is only in the boundlessness of the infinite. The constraints are of your own making and conceptualisation. Time is also boundless as it is part of the great infinite boundlessness. You are putting things in boxes, which is part of your earthly existence. But you have practices that are out of the box and you need to make sure that they are completed. You are working on two things at the same time, don’t be fooled. It is simple, not complex. Listen and you will hear, watch and you will see, be and you will become. Be true to your heart, be vigilant. Go deep, dive deep. Revise and make notes; give yourself daily practices. Did you keep the Earth in your heart all day? Each day is a new dawning and another opportunity to practice. As you practice everything falls into place.” Are you practicing what you need to practice? Do you connect to the Earth everyday and keep her in your heart as you go about your activities and being? © Snowdrop 2021 Thanks to Gang Hao @ Pixabay for the photo.  As you know I have been digging out and sharing many of the messages I have received over the past three years. This process has been a brilliant opportunity for me to receive the wisdom that has been gifted to me. Wisdom that would otherwise have been locked away, in all honesty, in documents on my computer or in journals, forgotten about. I have been blown away by the magic of the wisdom. This week I have been gifted insight into the power and magic of the wisdom. The message that I am sharing with you today, I first pulled out and read about a week ago. It was from a time when I was totally confused about who I was, my purpose, how to organise my time or what actions to take. I ummed and aahhed about whether to share it. I read through it, put it aside. A couple of days later I read through it again, put it aside… Yesterday I pulled it up again, read through it, but still didn’t post it. Was it just for me? How would it be serving everyone? Today a lightbulb has gone on and I am in awe. Wow! As I look back over the past week the essential messages in this transcript have been made manifest. No not pansies and autumn leaves for they are metaphorical, but a clearer, more centred, calmer me. A week ago I had fallen back into patterns of self doubt and being totally unclear again about who I am and the point of doing anything, exacerbated by the current circumstances we find ourselves in where freedoms are being eroded and so many things do not make sense. I was paralysed with uncertainty. Today I sit here feeling clear, strong with warmth radiating from the inside out. Clarity has come to me over the past few days through conversations that I have ‘happened to have”, signs in nature, shifts in my inner being, a beautiful unfolding of simple synchronicities…and taking inspired action… So I share these powerful words with you to see what they unearth for you, remembering that so often the shifts and changes are not obvious at first… The particular meditation I experience was a bit of a jumble of thoughts and images that came to me: white-robed, dog-headed beings from Ancient Egypt, then I saw a purple wild pansy, then me walking down a path of old brown leaves, just seeing the leaves but nothing else. Then I saw the kingfisher, then a dolphin, then my thoughts flashed to new recollections from my past… It was all quite peaceful, but also emotionally moving. Then I heard: “I am your higher self, and I am always available, always for your highest good. Today you have come to new realisations. We have been building layer upon layer of stimulating messages and drawing things to your attention to prime you to come to your own conclusions. You have been vigilant, watchful, congratulations. This is how your life is to be and we are training you to be watchful, to notice, to understand and to act from the inspired place of vigilance. The kingfisher is happy, the dolphin is full of joy. You have been treading through a long Autumn of your soul, with old remnants of the person who you thought you were, crunching gently underfoot. There has been nothing to see in the remnants but a brown crunchy pathway that has gone on relentlessly. You have not been clear. Your whole life you have not been clear. And so you have had no direction. You have wandered aimlessly and until this time, you have not been clear so it has been difficult for us to support who you truly are. But Spring is starting to appear amongst the dead leaves. There is the vivid colour of clarity and the simple majesty of nature’s blossoming. You are the beautiful pansy, the regal but simple bloom that is starting to appear amongst the dead leaves. With clarity, you are able to become more decisive about who you are and what you want and how you schedule your time. The dolphin has appeared to remind you of the joy that will accompany you on your path from this point foreword. The kingfisher is animated because your lessons are starting to be learnt. The ancient ancestors are forming in a line of celebration because you are making the important connections that will bring everything together. Nothing is a coincidence and nothing is false imagination. You are starting to trust and know and with that new clarity a new direction is unfolding. We are here with arms open, waiting for you to step forward with clarity and definitive direction.” The next day I woke up to hear: “Wake up wake up, it is time to become clear. It is important that you notice the signs and messages that you are given. We are pleased with your progress but you need to go deeper still. What is holding you back and what is your deepest fear? You do know, you know what is in your heart. What is it that stops and cuts out so that can’t hear or see? Stop treading the same old, same old. Tread a new path. Tread a path that is bounded by the colour and majesty of flowers. Flowers are so dear to your heart. Watch for flowers. What do they speak to you? Fallen leaves are stirring up old news, old experiences and feelings from the past and that is all part of the cycle. But notice when this purification is coming to a close for now and step onto a path of roses and pansies. For blossoming comes from the debris of the forest. Take note of everything and watch for the messages. Everything is coming together if you only follow through.” All things happen in perfect divine timing. This message got put away at the time with so many others that were coming at me so thick and fast. But it came to the surface just when I needed it. I hope it brings powerful transformative magic for you too. © Snowdrop 2021 Thanks to Pixabay for the photos  Following my inner journey of memories I was taken out to space in another meditation. This was back in May 2018. In the depths of space, in my inner eye, I saw a spiral of light emanating from a glow of pink light, tinged with green. I saw rose quartz and amethyst crystals. I was told that the spiral, circle and cone were very important and significant. I saw a priestess wearing cream robes in communication and prayer. Then I saw beings walking together in procession down a track — I had the feeling they had a association with ancient Egyptians but were actually beings from another planet or dimension. They had very pale skin and wore clothes in tan/orange and brown, with interesting brown head-dresses. They were moving towards a bright shiny disk that was sending light up to the sky. When they faded I saw the glowing pink and green light and spiral again. Then I felt very peaceful and connected. One of the beings spoke to me. This is what they said: “You have been shown the importance of moving in a spiral and the circulation of energy. This is how purification is taking place in the universe. This is the movement of time and all things. This is the movement of healing, it is the movement of unconditional love, and it is the movement of the Creator. Everything moves in a circle and the movement of progressions takes the form of a spiral. Always travelling out, out and out, at the same time as going in, in in. Ever unfolding and manifesting. Nothing is static. This is how the purification is taking place. You are currently undergoing cleansing and you will see how the cleansing is taking the form of waves. These are the waves of the spiral that is currently in place to transmit the cleansing to your world. This is the form the crystalline structures of the Earth take too. These structures are not like anything you have conceived before. I call them ‘structures’ but they are not structures in the physical sense that you know and perceive. They are in process, in constant movement, and the flow is the form of a spiral. You (“lightworkers”) can project out energy to connect to and feed into the purification spiral as a way of amplifying the vibration of their pure transmissions of light and unconditional love. The coil transmits throughout the universes and across dimensions and we have joined forces to maintain this ‘structure’ in place, focussing and amplifying, endlessly. The time of cleansing phenomenon is becoming heightened. You are experiencing this in your own lives. There is a pressure being exerted and you may be experiencing symptoms that you associate with “ill health”. But the process is benign and is necessary. It is important through this transitional cleansing time that you maintain your practices and trust the processes that are necessary for the awakening of the souls and beings of your planet.” Who are you? I asked: “We are ancient ancestors and we live on a different planet, in another dimension. We are gathering because we have picked up the signals that things are changing. We have heard the call that we have been waiting for. We have been waiting for an unimaginably long time by your calculations. But we have always lived within the bigger picture and have known the truth of what would come to pass. As some of you on Earth have all gathered at different times to send out unconditional love and light, we have been called. We have played a part in ensuring the structures are in place to facilitate the transmission of love and light for the shift that is taking place. You will experience the changes in yourselves and around you, but be aware that in terms of your Earth years, this is an endless cycle, which you can only fully enjoy and appreciate once you have transcended from your Earthy plane of time constraints and blinkered vision. Today we have simply been asked to give you an insight into what is being co-ordinated at a another level. Be aware that we can only communicate with you through the constraints of the world you perceive around you. But we believe you have a good grasp of what is taking place. Understand that what is taking place is massively beyond your wildest comprehension. We are humbly grateful that, no matter how relatively small you may feel, you have stepped forward to play a major role in the unfolding. It will all become clearer and as you tune in and go deeper, more and more connections and corresponding manifestations will be made. Continue your practices and take the time to go within as you have been instructed, to cleanse and purify yourselves, and understand the magnificence of who you truly are.” Well that's encouragement to take time out to send love and light out to the world, isn't it? © Snowdrop 2021 Image from Shutterstock  I am now getting back to the unfolding of the messages I have received in my journey. As I have already mentioned, following Kingfisher's messages I was shown many memories particularly from my childhood. These memories would pop up like popcorn — when driving, walking or in meditation. Always accompanied by many ahas. Today I have been prompted to share one message I received along with the unearthing of my memories. When in meditation one day I got a cascade of glimpses of all sorts of memories from my childhood. Things I had not thought about before — clothes I wore, getting told off, having fun, getting gold stars at school, everything and anything. I also saw the crown of a Queen. It was like a cleansing process. I felt emotional, but finally expanded and at peace. My higher self guide, the Kingfisher relayed a message. I have been reluctant to share this massage. firstly because it seems so directed to me personally and my experiences. However, maybe it will trigger something for you? I also stalled because I am referred to as the queen who has great things awaiting me and I felt too humbled and shy to wear this crown. To share would seem like me 'blowing my own trumpet" in a way I felt neither used to nor entitled to do. However, I now realise that we all have our own sovereignty that we simply need to recognise and own. We are all born to be the Kings and Queens of our own Kingdoms and Queendoms. The lightbulb is finally on! We are totally entitled. So here is Kingfisher's message: “Sweet child as you process your past, all is being cleansed and released. You are seeing things through new eyes and with such clarity. In every moment you are able to embrace and encourage your beautiful inner child, the younger you that got so caught up and confused with everything she experienced. She thought she was ordinary, wrong, that she “couldn’t”, that she “shouldn’t”, she thought she had to follow certain grooves to be worthy. But she is now free. Her new mantra is “I can”, she has been crowned as queen. She may have grown up in an emotionless atmosphere where she had to be “sensible” but she is the queen. This has just been brought to your attention. You felt suffocated and unworthy, but deep inside you knew you were queen and that you had great things awaiting you. You felt unhappy at times and needed to escape, but you took your chains with you. Yet as you go back through your life, you will see how much colour and beauty there has none the less been. Do not regret. Praise yourself for what you have achieved in spite of your self-imposed restrictions. Know you can soar yet still. Know you still have great things awaiting and it is not too late to do whatever you are destined to do and be. You have seen how you have grown up in a world where doing was seen to be of value. But you were a child of being, of experiencing. You loved to be. You loved to commune with nature and the Creator. See where you got your gold stars, it was when you communed with nature, when you expressed nature, you were crowned the queen you truly are. See how your grandparents were at one with nature. This was their teaching for you. Not the austerity, not the shame. They loved the birds, the flowers, the using nature’s bounty to feed themselves, the simplicity of life. That was beautiful. Making wine from the fruits of the Earth. And see how you danced in front of the mirror, admiring your own beauty when no one was looking. You were in the garden at your Nan’s house, in front of the pink roses. You saw the colours of the dresses you cherished. The yellow trouser suit that you wore to a birthday party. The pink shoes that you cherished that you wore to the Albert Hall. There was beauty of colour amidst the ordinariness and part of your journey is to recognise this and to admire the simplicity of these moments, for these are gold. These are true treasures. As you are cleansed and your soul shines more and more brightly so will the vibration of the planet and the love and harmony in the universes expand and uplift. You are intertwined with the outer manifestations of the worlds you perceive. They are there as they are because you perceive them so, and when your perception is polished and changed, so does the world you perceive around you change.” © Snowdrop 2021 
This poem started on the underground 2012 one rush hour when I was spending time back in England, as I noticed the harrowed, often vacant looks of the commuters. As they hurried they seemed to have lost touch with their souls and their dreams. It evoked a yearning in me to want to help somehow, but exactly how I could help eluded me. The first few lines of this poem floated into my mind back then as I sank into an autonomic state with the metallic swishing sound of the tube-train on the tracks. I did not write poetry back then, indeed to do so seemed a vain yearning for something I just could not do. But I did note the words down anyway, they seemed significant in some way. Yesterday my underground epiphany revisited me and the words returned and this time the rest of the poem arrived 9 years later! Now I realise that my role is to help people by putting them back on track; back in touch with their soul and their often hidden gifts. To help support and encourage them to patiently trust and allow their divine talents to be birthed. You see I have now birthed poetry that is written to lift up those who have lost touch with who they were born to be, lost touch with the voice of their soul. Which just goes to show that if we are given a yearning, deep down somewhere is a talent to make it manifest. We simply have to allow ourselves the faith and patience and give our talents the space to come to fruition. And surround ourselves with those who encourage and support us, even when our baby steps seem daft or unpolished. And there is always beautiful divine timing. Soul Whistleblower All around me I see dreams Only some of them fulfilled Faces stare Some of them glare As they march instead to others’ themes. Can you feel the emptiness Hidden away inside the Fragile shell In which you dwell? Can you feel a latent heaviness? Hollow yearning, feeling blue? Remember dearest that your Soul knower Whistleblower E’er screams out beseechingly to you. Your emotions are calling A shout for course correction And to seek What you can’t speak That elusive thing that seems so galling. Reminding you to be true To your own divine purpose Deep within Without the spin. Inside out you, that’s you through and through. So you can radiantly shine With your Mona Lisa smile As you live To happily give Your soul gifts with which you now align. And you march to your own tune Happy, living life t’the full Being you Who’s born anew Totally in sync and in full bloom. © Snowdrop 2021  Last night I went to a very powerful breathwork session at Auckland's Holistic Hub with Enrich Breakthwork and music by Chloe and Chris. A very powerful transformational vortex was created and I received lots of activations and saw what appeared to be Native South American men dancing at night around a fire. They seemed to have a connection to the another star system and an elder stepped forward to pass on a message, which I relayed at the time. Then I was woken up at 5am this morning my dreams filled with the same dancers with an urgency to record a further message from the elder. This is what he told me: "We are dancing because a new time is emerging where you will be able to dance to your own rhythm. But you need to step out to reveal your own dance moves. The time of change is no longer about waiting to be seen. Many of you have been brought up to be seen not heard. But the result has been that you have made yourselves invisible. You have deduced that you are not even to be seen and so you have disappeared yourselves. And then it becomes a self-fulfilling process as you await in your disappeared state of doing for others to see you, to recognise you, to call you forth. And of course as they don’t do so, because you are invisible, you feel confirmation that you are unworthy, that no one wants you, that you should hide yourselves away again. But nothing is further from the truth. You have a light to shine from within, It is a light that smoulders deep within as a yearning, an unexpressed expression, a yawn. Go deep within and seek out the embers of this truth. Is there the slightest glimmer of the seed that was planted deep within you beyond time and space? Breathe light into that ember. See it ignite as a flame. See how the flame dances. See how as you pay attention to it and breathe into it, the flame grows and the glimmer starts to burn brightly and dance more vigorously. The dance of the flame is predetermined — not in exact steps but in the fact that it has to the power to ignite into full expression. The rhythm of life on your planet is changing. The structures of the old dance tunes are dissolving as more and more of you step onto the dance floor with your own unique expressions. This is your calling, your invitation to step up. It is not for you to wait like a wallflower to be seen. It is for you to step boldly onto the dance floor of life and be who you are meant to be. To reveal your own steps and unique expression so that we can all observe you and honour you for who you are. We can only appreciate you, if you step up and step out. Then all structures dissolve, all judgment dissolves — most of all your own judgements and constraints — and you will witness this reflected in the acceptance and applause of others. Be brave and dance, be part of the co-creation of the new dance of life. This cannot be co-created from the sidelines, whilst you wait to be seen. You will only be seen when you are bold enough to step out and cross the line. We are happy to be here to dance with you, a dance of encouragement, a dance of hope, a dance of life. Breathe into your inner flame, and as it grows and starts to dance honour yourself and your flame and step out to allow the dance of your flame to guide you. Flow with its flickering, warming and brightening. Express this in whatever way fulfils your yearning. As you start to dance it’s unique expression without inhibition, you will be seen and everything will shift. You will be part of the great unfolding, with the old structures, the old tunes dissolving and the new rhythm emerging that is inclusive of and accepting of who you are. Your flame is your own connection, it is the source manifesting through you. It is your connection and it is a direct connection. All religious instruction is meant to be for the purpose of cultivating and reigniting your own connection, a detached facilitation without judgement, predetermination or expectation. Simply a reconnection and fostering of something that is uniquely yours to experience because you all have your own unique connection to the divine. So we welcome and encourage you to honour your own flame, your own divine connection. Explore it with your own dance and rhythm and express what it is you discover or rediscover. This is your true remembering, your truth remembering, and we honour and accept you unconditionally for who you are. As you join in the dance of life to express your flame, you can see how the whole world grows brighter on so many levels. Create a loving and co-creative environment where you can explore your dance steps and the revealing of the movement of your divine flame as it starts to move through every cell of your body until it can not but be expressed. Create a supportive environment of unconditional love, encouragement and ‘upliftment’. Because as each one of you is uplifted, so you are all uplifted. As each one of you shines, so you all can shine more brightly. There are so many stars in the night sky, because they all have their unique role and beauty. The great Creator didn’t only create one! Many stars look very similar from a distance, from your great distance and perspective, but they are indeed very different and unique and each rightly claims it’s space in the night sky. Each allows itself to be seen because it has joined the dance in the night sky and has stepped out from the darkness." Dutifully I am passing the message on. © Snowdrop  The day after the Japanese woman came to me I was greeted by a close up eye of an eagle blinking at me. I went through his eye and became one with him and we soared up into the sky. It felt so peaceful. He talked to me about how he can see afar, but that he always stays present. It was a lesson about not racing off ahead in time or space. He sees afar, but he is always focussed and sees clearly. He stays calm, always in his heart. He outstretched his long wings and I felt how this expanded his heart space. He also bathed in the blue pool that had appeared in previous meditations — it was so refreshing, shaking his feathers and wiggling his wings and body. When next soaring up we saw smoke/ash arising from some volcanos, but everything felt so peaceful, like everything was in perfect order. In the distance the Christ light was shining from a mountain. The sky was golden with the light and we landed on Christ’s head to look out from that perspective, then soared off taking some of the light with us to distribute. This is what Eagle told me: “I soar and climb to great heights, but I am always grounded. I took you on the journey with me so you could feel how I connect, even when I am soaring high. I see everything but I see nothing, I am detached. But I am acutely focussed so I see everything in the great nothing. I fly from my heart and my wings stretch out from my heart centre. I see with my eye, but I am really seeing with my heart. When I land I am connecting to our dear mother Earth and when I take off, I take her energy with me. It travels up through my feet, through my body, up through my heart. You feel my joy, the joy of flight. I see from my head, but also my heart. My head is so tiny and my eye so big, because I have little need for thought, no worries to trouble me. You felt how calm I flied, how peaceful in every moment. Soaring up always in the present, seeing everything and nothing, always alert, and when necessary I register and focus and reach my target. Then again I soar, ever present. So even though I can look into the distance, I stay present. The future is not my concern, only the ever unfolding present. My soaring and gliding and sharp focussing as well as seeing the big picture are my special skills. So I stay with them, and you see how I am revered, those who witness me are in awe. Because I am at one with my skills and talents and stay with them, I am them and they are me. They are not many, but they are me and I do them to the best of my ability with pure heartfelt joy and ease, in every present moment. That is what makes me what I am. And in so doing I can see everything, I can soar, I connect to the great Mother and the great Father. I am free and I am at peace. Have you yet learned to unleash your freedom and inner peace by being who you are? So much freedom and peace awaits, so much freedom and peace. I can see it and I can feel it. It is in every part of me as I am what I am. Unfold your wings, activate your heart and soar, be free and at peace.” Thank you Eagle. © Snowdrop 2021  The day after Red Eagle’s message of simplicity, I had a heavy feeling and was frustrated that I seemed to go round in circles in my life, never seeming to fulfil my life purpose — not even knowing my true life purpose. When I went into meditation, I initially found myself back in the dry arid spot where I had met Red Eagle the day before. The inner image then changed into a lush green forest and Red Eagle said: “We want you to stay where you are, you are to look within. Please do not wander. Connect to the Earth and trust our guidance. This is where you will find answers. Do you trust us? Do you believe us? Do you see our power and authenticity? No matter how arid and dry your current situation appears, please trust us, because there are much more luscious things to come. There will be fruition and there will be blossoming. Everything will spring into green life and it will be because you have stayed still, looking within and not being distracted. You are so close to the treasure. Now is not the time to feel despondent or to wander. Trust us and above all trust yourself. You have the answers within.” Then the scene changed and I saw Mount Fuji peaked with snow and pink blossoms in the foreground. A Japanese woman in a kimono appeared and said: “I have been admiring from afar because you have been blossoming in developing your practices. But I sensed you needed my guidance today, you seem to have a heavy and questioning heart. It is the old worries and doubts. Stay focussed, and keep practicing. Everything you need is coming to you in our transmissions. Stay focussed and keep your practices on track. Go over them and reflect and practice, review and take note. Be and do. Take on the majestic calm of Mount Fuji — so grand, so beautiful, so still, reaching right up to the Creator, but so firmly rooted deep within the Earth. So beautiful, so majestic. This is the image I present to you. A volcano does not have to burst into activity. A volcano can be calm, quiet, reflective, it can just be, communing between heaven and Earth. And the blossoms naturally unfold in her presence when the time is right. Everything unfolds when the time is right. When it is the correct season. Do not expect blossoms in the middle of winter. Yet there is much activity in the depth and cold, whilst all on the surface is still. Preparations are under way. Your role is to connect between heaven and Earth and enjoy the calm stillness of this majesty. Worry about nothing, for you are taken care of. All will be provided for and all will be revealed when the season arises. Enjoy the stillness and feel the warmth of the rising sun. Enjoy the warmth of the sunshine and be quenched by the soft melting of the snow as the temperature rises. See the blossoms appearing when the time is right. Feel the infinite peace and calm. Remember when we [Masters in the world of spirit] were fulfilling our earthly missions, we did not know in an earthly way what was going to happen. We did not always have earthly proof of what was to unfold. We started with nothing and we simply believed. We simply trusted, and we entrusted ourselves to the service of the Creator. Be patient. Commune with heaven and Earth. Be still, move when prompted, but always move from the stillness or you will get confused and your mind will overwhelm you with earthly concerns. Close your eyes and see beautiful Mount Fuji and know we are near. We love and support you and we trust that you have all the skills required to fulfil your mission. Keep digging for the buried treasure within, it will unfold and you will be amazed how incredible your journey is. It will unfold.” Focus, trust and avoid distractions. © Snowdrop 2021  As prompted from within, today I will continue sharing the teachings that I received in my meditations. Following the appearance of the Shanona and the holders of the Orange Lanterns, I next met with an Egyptian guide. In my meditation I found myself again in a sapphire cave with a blue pool. I bowed down into the blue pool, then saw a crystal skull in a room beyond the cave. Then I saw tall golden statues that I associate with ancient Egypt and tablets inscribed with hieroglyphics. Then I was outside at night with a bright light beaming down whilst I was drawn up into space. I was given the message that this space has been here forever and that the Creator is the same Creator as in ancient Egyptian times and that the divine spark within the ancient Egyptians is the same as in us now. I was also told that all time exists as one, like a spiral, and that we can travel across time. More happened but like a dream it all faded and before long I found myself back in the sapphire cave radiating out peace, harmony and connection throughout our worlds and beyond to other worlds. A being appeared from ancient Egyptian times who told me their name was Om Tat. This is what they said: “Our connection to the Creator was as great as yours and we are teaching you how to live in this connection as you live your life. Thank you for stopping and committing to training with us and our galactic partners. There is much to learn, but for the most part, it is important to sit with the silence and keep practicing going within. For everything is within, every single thing that you seek. Nothing has more depth and profundity than the Creator and the Creator is at the core of everything including yourself. No where will you find more, no where will you find better instruction, no where else will you find the secrets that you wish to behold. Our guidance is with you and you will find yourself drawn to unusual things that may have otherwise escaped your notice or interest. This is us nudging you towards the truth. For you will find the truth and you will know the truth and take the truth to the world you live in. It will not be a difficult task because the truth is simple. Such profound simplicity that it escapes most in your modern world. But we are the keepers of the truth and we are gloriously profound beings of absolute simplicity. You may be dazzled by our golden shine, but that is the shine of truth, of profound truth, that appears to you as great wealth and riches. Gold is of the Earth, so do not forget the precious link to your dear planet that has given so much and continues to give. The Earth is the planet of saviour and gold comes from deep within her mantle. She bequeathed gold to us when we came, in recognition of our connection to the Creator. We have secrets of time, secrets of the universe, secrets of travel across dimensions. The gold also represents the alchemy with which we live, the transmutation of one reality into another, as we transverse these realities. This is who we are. We are proud to shield ourselves with the precious gold of Gaia that she gifted to us so very long ago. But see how it shines like it was yesterday. For time is across all dimensions and compressed in different moments. We transverse the spiral of time and all is one, all is the same. We are one, we are the same. See the movement of the universe, in a circle, spiralling forever on, no beginning, no end. We live on through that spiralling of time, as do all things”. © Snowdrop 2021 Thanks to StudioX10 @pixabay for photo  As you will know from my recent Facebook lives, I have been making myself do things differently, making myself stretch out of my comfort zone with breathing exercises, cold showers, doing the uncomfortable things I've been procrastinating on — even if it's just something that's been circulating in the laundry basket because it needs extra attention. I've made a practice for myself where as soon as I even half think, "I won't do that now', I make myself do it. So I've been getting ready to step out of the box. I've also been creating space to really make the time to go within and connect on a deeper level. Not just in an 'allocate 10 or 20 minutes' sort of way, but more so that it becomes how I operate. I have been tuning in and feeling into when the cells of my body feel open and when they feel contracted. Going into my heart space and feeling the difference between what I hear and see there, compared to what I think and see from my mind. I have been listening and feeling. And so many of the things I have done and have been doing in my life make my cells contract. It is an amazing journey of patience and trust. I feel like I am turning myself inside out. It is stretching and challenging, that is for sure. But it is also magical and as I open myself to the enchantment, more magic unfolds, more gratitude, more acceptance, more being and more compassion. It is amazingly telling when it comes to doing things we 'think' we should be doing, or that we 'think' is what we want to do etc. I look around and see so much outward looking and doing in our world. So much seeking and trying to put in a box with a label and a price tag. So much following 'tried and trusted paths' — the hangover from all that has been. But I am also starting to sense and perceive the glimmer of new ways, as I release and let go. So many of us have been trying at different times to work out our life purpose, and usually we get caught up in thinking this has to be something to do with career and $$$s However, it is really about the beautiful essence of who we are, the light we are here to express, whether we choose to associate that with career and income or not. It may not even be tangible according to the paradigms of the ways we are currently breaking free from (i.e. how we have been brought up to think). No wonder it can seem hard to work out what our purpose is and who we are when we are trying to figure it out with our mind alone! I was blown away when in a meditation the other day I went down deep within the darkness of the well within me and opened up what was like a trap door into an even deeper dungeon and out flowed the most beautiful rose petal pink dragon-shaped energy. My heart ached and tears flowed as it swirled up with its delicate golden veins to greet me. I reconnected with this lost part of myself that had been stuffed down and hidden away. At last it had been let out of the box. Every cell of my body opened up vibrantly and receptively and the most amazing feeling washed though me. It was magically indefinable, but it was me, felt totally on purpose and I felt complete. It was magical and has been like a key turning to open the door to more magic. I am sharing simply to encourage you too to do things differently, to get out of the paradigms and ways of thinking of the old structures, so we can be part of the cocreation of the new ways where we can all be the ultimate expression of our true divinity. If that means we are a puff of rose petal pink dragon energy, so be it! Softly gentle Rose petal pink Swaying with love Totally in sync Rising on up Like a sacred shower With golden threads And dragon-like power Revealing yourself From the depths of my soul A long lost gift That makes me whole.  I can't believe time has flown by since I was last here. Life has been busy, but thankfully I get reminders to come back to continue the story. Once you start tapping into your inward eye and open yourself to guidance, it is amazing what comes forth. Simply surrender, trust and practice. This guidance is our birthright and it is there for all of us. We all have our unique way of receiving so remain vigilant and tuned in to your own truth. I share to simply encourage, inspire and hopefully give you the courage to look within and discover your own treasures. So to continue my inward journey, in one of my next meditations, I saw holders of orange lanterns climbing a mountain up to a bright golden light. Half way up was a temple and everything was a blaze of yellow. I felt a strong message about focussing on the power and strength of the yellow chakra. Then I saw martial arts practitioners performing in the yellow and a very clear image of a Chinese warrior coming forward and talking to me about the core in martial arts. Actually he was shouting at me in Chinese, but I knew nonetheless what he was meaning. I heard cymbals accompanying orange “dragons” dancing, like you would hear/see at Chinese New Year. Next, violet/indigo flames appeared and a purification took place. This is what the Chinese warrior said: “I am Chen Duo Lai and I come to you from the Yellow Emperor. My time on Earth was spent in battle, I was a warrior of the highest order, who trained with the monks of Shaolin and I know the deepest secrets of combat and living according to the laws of nature. It looks like we are in battle and that our attention is focussed outwards towards the enemy. But in reality our attention is solely focussed inwards, engaging our will and core that is resting in the belly. This is our power, and our power comes from within. In reality there is no enemy, only the focus within, where we summon our great power. Yes the power within can be used to create destruction and to be directed toward an enemy, but in reality we never see an enemy, only the power within, which we use as directed. Since I have left the Earth, I have been learning and understanding how this power can be a truly liberating force in terms of how we connect to the Creator. The duality is gone and we are not directed to use our inward focus for a negative outward purpose. The power is our greatest resource and can be used for all purposes. Combat was simply the role we had in time and space. Focus on your inner power. Go within and locate your inner power, see how you can use it. Stand in your strength, like a deep rooted tree in the forest, united and strong, living for the common good. Your roots in the temple are strong and you can come here to find your strength when you have lost your way. We are halfway up the mountain and we play an important part in broadcasting the strength of the inner will of the planet. Locate yourself here and see and feel your strength. Feel how it expands out, how deeply it roots to the Earth, how much greater it makes the Light shine out. We need you to be strong and to root yourself in your core every day. For this is where you will find your strength, your will, the will that connects to the Creator. Connect whenever you can, to find your strength and your focus. Remember you are a warrior of an ancient order and you can still connect to that memory when you connect to your core, your Dan Dien. Honour your calling and bow down to the way of your ancestors.” © Snowdrop 2021  The day after the intergalactic beast appeared, the images I received in my meditation were seemingly disconnected and meaningless. First I saw nothing, then I saw a mound in the dark that was like a mound of bees moving over each other. Then I had an image of looking out from a bee’s eye, that seemed dull and distorted, flying over some greenery. Then I saw maggots coming out of the mound. Then I heard a bell toll, a rusty old bell. A blue pool appeared and I knelt down and dipped my head in the pool. Then I saw a priestess holding a majestic swan, that was reaching out it’s beautiful wings. Then I got interrupted and got involved in the busy-ness of my day. I sort of dismissed this mediation as a ‘non-starter’. As the day progressed, I realised I felt a bit ‘depressed’, a little ‘nauseous’ and blocked. When I had the chance I sat in the silence again and this time a message flowed. What came made me realise I must not dismiss anything, no matter how seemingly weird, insignificant or disjointed, as there is always meaning, if only we stop and listen! This is the message I received: “Things are quickening making it hard to keep up with everything that is occurring. You think you have to do more. But what would happen, if the bees stopped working according to nature’s guidance and light? Their importance is fundamental, but they work efficiently in the light, organised and structured for the greater whole for each other, for the Earth, for the Creator, for us, for everything. Nothing is more busy that the humble bee. But notice the peaceful buzz of their endeavours collecting from the Earth’s sweet offerings, transforming into golden honey. Did you see the speed with which the bees were moving? Moving all over each other, not stopping, and in the dark? And when they flew it was hard for them to see clearly. When you keep on like this, it is hard to truly see, know, feel or hear... hard to understand what is presented. Take time, take time to stop, go over and reflect. It might seem like an unending process, but it is actually a continuum, a part of the whole; and peace is the connection, endless peace. With peace everything comes into clarity. A small flash of insight is revealed from the depths and depths and depths. When you persist in busy-ness you remain in the dark and the result is maggots. Maggots bring transformation, but are they the transformation that you want? You can choose your form of transformation. Hear how clearly the bell tolls. The bell is a reminder. No matter how rusty the bell is, when it tolls, it brings clarity through its vibration. When the bell rings it opens up space. Stop, feel the vibration of its toll. Remember, go back over, reflect, clear space, stay open, move into your heart. Then you knelt down, following your inner guidance, the guidance of the Divine. You chose purification through the blue pool. Notice how the colour returns, you are a priestess again and in your arms you hold the sacred swan, the regal bird of transformation. From the ‘ugly’ duckling to a bird of such majesty, with such broad wings, a bird that is within your grasp. Today you have learnt that nothing is disconnected and everything is significant. Just allow in the peace of your heart and trust. Let the beautiful wings of the swan unfold into her true majesty, connected to the Earth, but ever reaching up to the heavens. See how she glides across the water, see how gracefully she stretches up, unfolding her wings to the heavens. See how she has simply allowed herself to unfold, without stress, without busy-ness. She always knew her sacred connection would unfold, with purity, grace and ease. You are learning the signs and staying true to your heart and close to the Creator through your divine spark within.” © Snowdrop 2021 Thanks to Willgard @pixabay for the photo  Happy Valentine's Day! It is complete synchronicity that the story I am sharing today, as I trace back over the messages I have received over the past couple of years, relates to beauty and the beast! To continue my sharing, the next guidance I received after the Shanona appeared was from another unusual source, and initially I was reluctant to share this message because of worry about the judgements of others. Funnily enough the message actually contained all I needed to ponder on regarding judgements. Particularly, being attentive to my own judgements and preconceptions. On 19 April 2018 I sank into meditation when a clear, close up image of a green “alien” being came to my inner eye. He was like a being you might see on a sci fi movie, like a soldier/warrior, and he was cutting his way though a jungle, a rich, green jungle. I felt on guard, then this feeling lessoned — the being marching forward towards me didn’t feel threatening. The being seemed to represent anything we might recoil from. His message: “Observe yourself and observe the world around you. Observe the words you use. Observe your approach. How much humble acceptance and gratitude do you really feel? Be aware of how you have been imprinted. You are always on your guard. You are always judging. You are always fighting, or finding need to fight for something, to beat something, to find the enemy. This is not to criticise but we want to draw your attention to the inevitability of this is your world of opposites so that you become aware of the imprisonment of your ways of seeing, doing and knowing. This is to help you move forward to the new world of no restraints and constraints. How can you be more accepting? More open? So many beings have come forward and you have felt compassion and an adjustment in how you have normally seen and behaved; but this is the tip of the iceberg. We want you to be aware that you will be dealing with all sorts of people and all sorts of beings from all realms, and now is the time to commence your training of non-attachment to judgements, to reactions, to how things are framed. Trust the purification vehicles that are being put into place [the violet flame, the Christ light etc]. Know that acceptance and being are of utmost importance and let go of the need to obsessively do, to interfere, with the ego believing there is a right and wrong way, with your way the best. Learn to live with a truly open heart. Learn to see through a truly open heart. The walls of the heart, when clear, are a new perspective to see through, to know through, for accepting how things truly are, without judgement or a “better than” or “worse than” conception emerging. It is time to leave the march: the march of conflict, the march of right and wrong. To leave the battle of the ages that has been transferred to you across time. When you meet a warrior, greet the warrior with an open heart regardless of his or her appearance or how menacing he or she appears to you. Remember that appearance is from your perspective, it is not how it is. It is only from your perspective. We really want you to learn the lesson of discerning the difference between what is and your perspective. To understand the layers beneath the duality that leads you to conclude there is good and bad and that battle needs to be fought. See how green the surroundings are that we have shown you. This is because the warrior you have seen has united with Mother Earth and regardless of how intimidating he would otherwise have appeared, you could unite with him too. You have a common purpose. Everything in the universe has a common purpose, but the different elements have simply got caught up with their different perspectives. We want you to start practising this in your everyday life. Do things differently. Do from the standpoint of being, of being with an open heart and observe the differences in what is and the outcomes.” I asked the beast who he was: “I am the intergalactic beast. I am here to teach you the story of beauty and the beast. It is not beauty and the beast but the beauty within the beast. This is your lesson to learn. Compassion and connecting to the beauty in all things without conflict, without judgment. Walk in the shoes of those whom you criticise. Walk in the shoes of those whom you take affront at, and bow down to the beauty within them. For they have the same love and light in their heart. Look with compassion, see beyond the outer appearances and defences. Put away your sword and meet with a common heart of divinity.” © Snowdrop 2021  A beautiful reminder from nature came to me yesterday with the vision of a beautiful white lily in a murky pond. We are reminded to stand clearly in our authenticity for all to see. Thank you beautiful lily. Lily flower so pure and white Shining your eternal light Reaching out beyond the mire Clearly defined, how you inspire Quietly humble, yet with no doubt Petals divinely reaching out From the jewel at your core Beautiful flower, I thee adore Simply being for all to see Standing in authenticity No pretension, nothing more Than being a you we can’t ignore. © Snowdrop 2021 Thanks to Ghorng @ pixabay for the photo  When I went into meditation the day after the Shanona first appeared, the Christ light was still shining out from the mountain. The blue pool appeared in front of me again and I bowed down and put my head into its depths. I was taken inside the light where I sat in the great void where I felt such peace. There was a primal sound in the void that seemed to go round and round, like “om", and I found the sound bellowing out from the depths of my being. Towards the end of my meditation, a voice spoke to my inner ear: “Today I took you to the great void at the centre of your heart, but also at the centre of your universe, at the centre of all universes and at the centre of the Earth. You felt the peace and the ever evolving circle of fruition, the sound of nothing, of the circle, of nought. Such depth, such peace, such clarity, such love, such dark, such light. Endless and infinite. Round and round. This is the infinite depth of the blue pool, the depths of everything and nothing. The depths of inner space and outer space, the infinite power and the infinite secret. Such infinite sound, such infinite space, endlessly revolving and unfolding. Primal, primordial, timeless. Feel how open and safe you felt. Feel how you surrendered and trusted, even in the darkness. It is now time to trust and believe. The infinite blue pool allows you to see the unseen, to know the unknowable, to trust and believe in the very depth of existence. The pool of manifestation and all knowledge is deep and dark, but it is infused with light when you trust and believe. Know the fluidity of existence. Know the ripples and outward expansion of all that is. Notice how the pool melds and makes way, how it smooths over and returns to peace. Break through the surface and you are transported to the inner void and depths of all that is, to the hidden knowledge and secrets of life. The pool is your teacher and your reflection. Within you too is all that ever has been and at your heart is the core of all existence. Timeless, limitless and full of depth, with the echo of all creation rumbling around your heart and chest. As above, so below. As without, so within.” Then I saw the Shanona bounding around all excited. © Snowdrop 2021 Thanks to Pete Linforth @ pixabay for the photo.  I have been guided that it is time for all that has been hidden to be revealed. I have been guided that it is time to trust ourselves and love and accept the uniqueness of who we are. Yet I have been hiding and I have been keeping secrets. I mentioned in my first post this year that I would share the guidance I have been given over the past couple of years. I am starting today, because I am no longer afraid of revealing who I am. Here goes. Back in April 2018 I had just gathered with a group to send love and light out to the world. In my own meditation the next day, I saw light shining from a mountain top with Christ transmitting light out across the world. With my inner ears I heard “A new dawn is coming, a new dawn is coming”. There was light coming up from the horizon that was so bright and so golden. A blue pool appeared in front of me and in my meditation I bathed my head in the pool. Then a group of dark greeny brown creatures appeared sitting in front of me in a dark cave with red rims to their eyes and mouths. They wanted to talk: “We are not from the Earth, and we have heard about your practice and we want you to join you. Please can we gather with you for your practice so that we can learn.” Who are you? “We are Shanona and we have come from a distant planet. We are gentle creatures and we are distant cousins of the tuatara on your planet. We do not really have much to say, our message is in our being. We are childlike and obedient and we have come to help the transformation. We were attracted by the light and we want to join you. We love to be in the light and our hearts are open. We can teach you how to keep your heart open and to live with child-like joy. You can see from our appearance that looks are not important. We live in connection to our higher selves, each other and the Creator. Our vibration of one of love and acceptance. We want to share with you and join your practice to transmit our vibration of love and acceptance as you transmit your dearest trust and hope for a more peaceful, harmonious, universe where all hearts are open, and connection to the Creator is the sound of the universe again. We are usually hidden, and have been buried deep within our own planet, but we noticed changes and we now wish to share our hidden talents, of how to be in acceptance and open-hearted love.” I bowed to these beautiful creatures and felt truly humbled by their presence, their innocence and gentle acceptance and love and realised this was their humble gift to me and to us. Their appearance was a beautiful reminder that it is now time to reveal that which has been hidden — our true selves, our gifts and talents, without judgement of how we think those will appear and be received by others. Thank you dearest Shanona. © Snowdrop Thanks to Christine Engelhardt @ pixabay for the photo  Today I am sharing with you the guidance I received at the beginning of the year when I was worried about my tendency to procrastinate and drift. Old fears of being unclear of my purpose had surfaced and I was questioning myself and which direction to take. I am sharing because I know that we all have common fears and concerns at different times and I want you to also bathe in the warmth and compassion of the guidance I received. And remember this guidance is available for us all to receive, when we stop and listen. I sank into meditation and the warm of the guidance flowed into my consciousness. This is what I heard: “Beautiful one, we are here, we are here. We hear all your worries and concerns and we are here to impart to you great love and compassion. So that you can truly understand how to approach yourself. Be gentle, be kind, as you would a child when you are centred in your truly compassionate heart. Love yourself. Truly love yourself and then you will be free. Smile as you see what you perceive to be your weaknesses. Smile at your distractions, at your impatience, at your fallibility. But know you are not alone, for we are here. Create structures for yourself when you need structures. Allow yourself to flow when you need to be, to be you. Be in your flow, but create structures when that is what you need to move forward. Narrow your focus. Play the desert island game. Why would you take? Who would you be, if you were washed up on a desert island? Choose one and give that your focus. You have to be in the zone to receive. Trust and open yourself up to share and create, for you are a great creator. Remember the zone/space of receiving and co-creation. Let the birds sing and be true, be true. Quell the fear, quell the doubt and be who you are. You are far more adept at being in the physical plane than we are. So own it. Be it. Love it. Grasp it with both hands and create. For that is why you are here: to create. You have an open slate. There is no predetermined blueprint that is set in concrete. Yes, you can draw upon what has been before, but you are here to create, to be and to create. Well done, well done my child. Open yourself to be free, free from all the misdirected drivers. Only engage necessary drivers when you have a particular destination to reach. Then when you reach any selected destination, feel free to be. To dip your toes in the infinite ocean. To be soothed by the lapping of the waves of eternity, of creativity unbounded. Of new beginnings, of endless ends and infinite being. Be fully present with how it feels and wait in full preparation for the next vehicle to take you to your next destination. Acknowledge your successes each day. Be true to you, You are an open channel. Practice and accept, accept, accept. Clear your mind of comparison and reside in your heart of infinite beauty, love and compassion; of acceptance and trust, where you simply allow your gifts to unfold in all their beautifully simple majesty. Your choices are yours and your choices are gold. There is no right or wrong. Cease being distracted by others, by what others have chosen and are touting as “the way”. Choose for you. Be you. I am who I am and I am at one with all that is.” © Snowdrop 2021 Thanks to pixabay for the photo.  2.30 am and I am awake again. Morepork (ruru, New Zealand night bird, like an owl) is calling, a new moon has been emerging. I ask why I have been kept awake again, third night on the trot, and hear a message in the dimly lit darkness. It was a personal message for me, but as I read it now for the first time this afternoon, I realise there is a message for all of us who harbour self doubt. This is what I heard: “Structure, you need structure to prevent the slipping away of time in the plane that you are currently ‘alive’ in. You really are responsible for every single action that you take, you know that you have a choice. You can get up earlier and you can go to bed earlier. You can introduce structure. Why have you stopped in your tracks? You feel the worry emerging, the fear of the unknown that lurks beneath the surface, waiting to be unearthed. You hear the voices, the ones that whisper and discount all that you could do. That call you to question what you are here for; that lead you to believe that it is all a waste of time; that there are others, too many others doing the same thing; that no one is here to hear you, to listen; that you have nothing worth saying. That you are more comfortable doing nothing, letting it all slide. We are here to beseech you that this is not so. That you are here to shine your light as you are all here to shine your light. As you shine your light, so the world gets brighter and the naysayers quieten. Your naysaying thoughts quell and allow self worth to grow from within. This then warms your heart and the hearts of all those resonating at the same vibration. This is why you are here to shine your light. So do not question the light that shines from within, it is not for you to know how this will play out, whose heart is to be.opened by the light that you shine, and how this will affect the course of events and all that is to occur in this world and all those worlds that exist in all dimensions. There is so much more at stake that simply you. The light is out of the box and it is not for you to question and make judgements. You are here to simply be and to do from that being, from the purity that is there within your heart. Have compassion with yourself and have compassion with those who are in your pathway, whose presence allows you to grow. You have been given so many possibilities for shining your light and in each and every direction you pull back and diminish yourself. The excuses are abounding and you believe them, but you are their creator. So in this sense you believe in yourself. The irony is that you are indeed a great manifestor and creator, but you only believe in yourself when you are diminishing yourself? Why not believe in your magnificence? Sit in quiet contemplation of the nothingness, in the darkness in the night sky and be gentle on yourself too. The moon allows herself to disappear into nothingness to reflect and then she emerges again, sharper and brighter, and she allows this brightness to grow, and become full. Everything ebbs and flows, life goes in waves and always rises again, so there is no nothing, there is no settling for less, there is no final decision of diminishment, for the light always comes back to shine brighter, sharper and grow. The morepork called you to pay attention in the darkness. There was much noise and excitement, but see how quiet he is now, at peace as you attend to the sliver of light in the darkness and reflect upon your own light. Remember change is upon you and it is time to make adjustments. Change is upon all of you on the earthly plane. It is time to take heed of all that you feel and reflect upon the messages that come to you from nature and from the dimensions that you are steeped in. Remember, what you know and feel is true. So trust dear one, trust. And make time to allow yourself to grow and to allow your light to shine and believe in yourself." A poem was then gifted in honour of the new moon who had been waiting to be seen and heard over the past three nights. Thank you moon for your beautiful sharing. New Moon Emerging Sliver of silver Shining in the dark Boldly carved out for all to see Reflector of light You disappeared from view But that was so you could simply be Goddess so bright Reappearing from nothing You follow your path unfailingly Encouraging crescent Your message is clear It is always important to reappear Knowing your truth And trusting your path Even when you have been swallowed up in the dark Always come back Sharper and brighter Growing and revealing yourself to be lighter Reborn anew So clear and defined Thank you new moon for life redesigned. © Snowdrop 2021 Thanks to Stephen Walker at Upsplash for the photo  Treasured moments Precious peace Quell your mind Your ego release Compassionate heart Loving embrace Featherlight touch Of infinite grace Allow your soul To fully express Through your every cell It’s infinite success Know your truth Let it shine like a star That guides from within Yet reaches afar To co-create Your magnificent you Endowed with gifts A dream come true Embody it now It’s never too late To unlock the door For a divine update © Snowdrop 2020 Thanks to JanBaby @ pixabay for the photo  This week in meditation I asked for guidance in my next steps and what I need to move forward. The message I received is for all of us and a reminder of the reassuring simplicity of the answers our questions. "Be calm and centred. Be alert to the guidance you are given and be diligent in following what you are given or shown. Remember to remain fully present in each moment. You are learning a new way of being and doing. You are here to shine light on the pathway for yourself and others. [I am shown an image of holding and shining a lantern in the darkness] “At times it might seem like you are lighting the pathway in the darkness. And as you shine the lantern in the darkness, shadows appear and can loom up, sometimes disproportionately. But the shadows are not real, you can safely move forward. The pathway is still there, your destination is there, even if you can’t see it. You don’t need to focus on the shadows, you can focus on the pockets of light, the fairy campfires. You know that what you focus on becomes bigger and bigger. See how magnetised the virus has become because it has gained the full lens of humanity’s attention. And although it is microscopic and unseen, it has the power to cause harm and to create waves of fear across your world. This is not inherent in the virus itself. It is inherent in humanity’s misunderstanding of its own power of focus and belief. So trust in the glimmers in the darkness, amongst the shadows, for there are treasures there awaiting your focus so they can shine and take up the full lens in your life. [I am shown how the shadows grow and shrink in accordance to how the lantern is held] See how the shadows grow and shrink according to how you focus your light. You truly are in control of your own reality. So detach yourself from the shadows and hold your lantern according to your own truth and move it so the shadows shrink and the treasures expand. Remember, the shadows loom and shrink by moving your light, not by extinguishing your light. When your light goes out, there is only darkness and you only see the light of others, so you are led to believe you are nothing in comparison. You only need reignite your own flame and place it so that the shadows fall away and all is illuminated. Practice, simply practice this way of being and shining your light.” © Snowdrop 2020 Thanks to DarkmoonArt @ pixabay for the photo  |
